How to handle this?

whats with all this crap shit? dem. i really hate this part, where my heart broken to pieces, where all of my tears going down my cheecks, where all the sorrow and the pain become one! haiyakkk! haha. okay i am in a very fragile mood. everything you said might hurt me a bit. yeah. i thought its okay to let go, to confess, to be honest, to achieve the top == what the? i thought life is simple as that, but its not. totally the opposite. whatevahh. okay actually, my life is soo not that complicated, but unfortunately it is complicated, u know what im saying? its like sometimes it happens just like that. err hello najwa what are you trying to say aaa? okay lets say when u is in a relationship with someone like the one which is my ex err referr to my older post kay, ahaa its him, which i never loves actually. i think that i lied when i said i love him and all. i knew something is wrong somewhere. he did lied to me. so i know it is nothing and i dont have any feelings and all but still it hurts lah kan. gila macam kena main je. am i that stupid? or am i is just toys for boys. they come as they please and they'll go just like that. hmm. maybe or just maybe i keep on making things complicated kan? well hi there. yes u. i dont know if u're still reading my blog here but i just wanna say that im sorry and thanks fr being with me haha eceh eceh. okay stop sini sebab i tak nak make things any more complicated ni haha okay stop bye