26042009

ouhh. its like a dream come trueeeee! :D

after a long time i've been waiting for you. ye lahh. you mesti suka perempuan yang hothot je kan? soo i hanya pendam jelah perasaan towards you nie. hehe :D . then i just boleh sms-ing je dengan you. itupun camm fikir dulu nak reply apa ni? fuhh, agak parah lahh kan masamasa dulu kala. then i dengar cerita you suka anisah dulu, soo i cam ouhh maybe you suka kat dea lagy kot kan? tak taw lahh. nak tanya tapi takuttt. and u pindah pulak dekat sekolah ampang en. and ramai girls cam kejarkejar kat you en that time. i cam ouhh okay je lah. after few months later i've moved to a new school, named sekolah menengah teknik kuala selangor.. masa kat situ, i tak berani lagi nak call you, so i call la Mr E tuhh. agak sengsara jugaa bercakap dengan dea. i'm sooo stupid masa tuuh. mengharap something yang tidak akan jadi. then he gave me an idea, to call you. i was soo afraid, ye lahh, sebab i mane penah call you! mesti lah seganmalu semua ada lahh taw. then i berani kan diri to call you. tak mcm mane kite boleh bersembang, tapi tak lama punn, tak taw nak bercerita tentang apa.

thenn i pulang for cuti wajib, then kite keluar kot that time, tak ade lahh sembang sangat dengan you masa tuu, you selalu dengan kawan you. OMG! masa tuu, sumpah kecewa gila i. hehe. sumpah rasa cam nyesal sangat suka dekat youu. it seems like you suka dekat someone else masa tuu. i can feel my tears falling down and touches the ground. its like my heart is being stabbed over and over againn.

a few days later, i boleh terima kenyataan dah :P *ayat cannot go. i dengardengar from ur friends that you like me. but itss soo hard to believe! i buat tak tahuu je lah masa tuhh kan.
agak kelamaan jugak nak bergerak maju nie. hehe. then i tried to like someone else. but it was soo hard! haha. tarikan magnet you nie kuatt jugak ah :P. aishhh.
andd one day, on 26042009, eleven thirty am, he confessed! :)
i wass thrilled! haha. gelak sorangsorang pon ade wehh :DDDDD
masa tuhh tengah kemas barang nak balik asrama balikk en, then dea punn ckp laa xP hehe.

masa malam dah sampai sekolah tuu, mmg aku gelak sorangsorang! HAHA. galak seyhh xP. sshh. suka hati lah nak gelak ke takk. wekk! and sumpah jealous jugak tengok siapasiapa yang dating dekat class pagipagi before masuk class and masa balikkkk. waaaaaaa! sedihh gila lah. sepanjang dekat asrama masa tuhh, memang merontaronta nak balik macam orang gila, marahmarah warden punnn ada! hehe. yelah, dah laa dea bagi cuti tak menentuuu. bengongg lahh! mane boleh tinggalkan lamalama budak kecik tuhhhh! hehe. semua perasaan takut bercampur lah :P. but i know that i can count on himm. hee wass soo perfect.. he wass soo nice, sweet, caring, romantic kot?! haha. tapi bila cakap macam ni kat dea, dea mesti kata " nice, sweet, caring? Ngarut ahh " tengokkk. dah bagitahu tak nak dengar. tak dengar dahh, biar saya bercerita sorangsorang. weeekkkkkk! :)


**whatever it is, iloveyousomuch sayangg and i'll always do :)
i hope that you'll love me too as much as i love you.. i hope that ur relationships will last long.