theres no happy ending at all..

well benda macam ni selalu jadi. dah berapa kali nak blah, pergi dari life aku. sakit hati gila. aku bukan nak gila bercintan pun tapi aku nak someone that can be there, and he is more like my boyfriend butttt kita tak declaire pun bende tuh. simple as that. tapi susah kan. maybe kadang-kadang aku tersalah cakap, i am sorry, but jangan lah terus blah, it hurts kot bila orang cakap yag actually dia tak nak pun reply msg tuh, and dia nak blah.

and bila kita macam msg dia kan, hope that dia lupa apa dia cakap dia macam marah. hmm it is tiring tau. serious. aku tak nak pun commitment bagai ni, itu lagi susah, tapi of course aku nak someone yang always ada dengan aku.