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I MISS MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSS <3

is it exactly a perfect word to describe my feelings now? but hell yeah i am extremely happy now.it happened fr a second but the feelings keep on growing yeah. haha. err ouh tadi tengok yana punya blog like always she likes to update it like everyday haha and some of her posts inspires me and like gimme an idea hihi. aku mcm malu nak cerita sebab nanti ada orang baca lah hihi. malu nyeww auw. but yet i thank him a lot for making me happy fr this 3 days <3. and without malu haha i do love him like so much. tak nak malu haha. ni like tempat meluahkan perasaan kan so tak boleh lah nak malu-malu.


for him i owes my happiness. for him i owes everything.. hmm semua orang macam boleh cakap pasal sayang kan, pasal dia ni sayang dia ni and so on tapi well mine is different. its not like i love him like i love everybody else, he is totally different. at first ingat suka je tapi actually i was hoping to own him but somehow dulu aku macam nak avoid perasaan ni. aku nak macam lari dari sayang dia.. aku tak nak suka dia pun actually. sebab entah kenapa rasa macam tak nak dengan dia but at the same time aku actually sayang dia. i am regretting fr what i've said over and over again. by running from the fact aku macam ingat aku suka si sorang lagi? tak tahu lah kenapa macam aku buat benda jadi complicated. it is not me. after macam realizing that i dont ever have feelings towards the other guy, i love this awesome guy who is currently in my heart now.

FOR YOU :

saya minta maaf kalau ada sakitkan hati awak before ni, saya minta maaf kalau saya punya kehadiran dalam life awak macam tak dialu-alukan kot? haha. err saya minta maaf sangat-sangat and i would like to say something yang boleh memalukan diri sendiri haha. tak nak lah cakap malu kbye sweetdreams i♥you